It took me too long to write this post.
The time it took to publish this: 2 months, 24 days,20 hours, 21 minutes and counting.
—————————————————————————————————————————————–Bear with me yall.
I’m finding life so funny.
- Have you guys ever heard of the phrase:
“If you want to make God laugh you should just tell him your plans.”
I feel like these few past months that God has shown me what this phrase truly means. If any of you readers know me personally then you know I have to have shit planned. Like at times I can be a control freak where I have to know when, where and how things are going down or I become anxious. So when I was planning things, events, goals etc, out for my life and things I wanted to do in my sophomore year and the last few months of me being 20, God really laughed at my goofy ass.
I re-learned the hard way that when I have placed something into God’s hands that it is now out of mine. 1 Peter 5:7
I realized that, I never liked the phrase that , “things happen for a reason” and that, “God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers”, you can ask a friend of mine named Mikal, he loved that saying and I hated it.
I hate it because I believe life is what you make and although we all will have and have had to face struggles that are usually inevitable due to our circumstances we may reside in. But personally speaking, a lot of struggles and hardships that I have endured are ones that I have brought on myself. And some struggles that I have had to face were not brought on myself but someone else. Sometimes dealing with bullshit is not avoidable.
But personally speaking, a lot of struggles and hardships that I have endured are ones that I have brought on myself. I had to learn and still learning to let shit and people go.
Life ran its course and I was running with it.But I had failed to realize that life somewhere along the way began running me over.
I am done with allowing sadness and depression run my life. I declare that my ‘hopeless mentality’ no longer has space nor time to be in my life.
I learned a lot while I have bee adulting’ and traveling to Boston this summer for an internship. I learned a lot about myself and really the power I hold.
This summer really taught me that I really be sleeping on myself. And I have decided to stop. I want you guys to keep watch of some my projects that I will be releasing this year and the upcoming year.
THIS BAD BITCH IS BACK.